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At a Loss for Words

March 22, 2017

While my life has taken many turns over the last decade, I have never found my self looking for a way to express myself, as badly as I am these days. I have always turned to writing or even talking to someone close on the phone, like my mother or my sister. My life as of the recent prohibits me from sharing much detail, even with those closest to me. Recently, while on one of the highly interrupted phone calls, with my sister, she exclaimed something to the effect of “I miss reading your blogs”. While honestly I had not realized how long it had been. I hate that it has been so long, but my life has completely changed, I cannot tell you in much detail, but I will say that becoming foster care certified and opening my home to children has been the best and worst decision of my life. I hate that I cannot tell people about things that are coming up within my daily life now! On the other hand, this is absolutely, without a shred of doubt, what I am supposed to be doing. I have never felt this ‘right’ about anything in my life before. This is my life, today and until i physically cannot do this any more.

What I can also tell you is I went from feeding two, to too many, and boy can kids eat! I went from a comfy queen sized bed down to a twin, which at first I was bitter about, but now I am enjoying immensely. I run more schedules then I could possibly know how to manage, but I make do!

Let me also mention my trusted old Prius started having issues a few months back, with me owing $13,000, and it needing a $9,000 to $14,000 engine, my amazing sister and her husband, facilitated getting me a secondary vehicle! Although life has its hangups, it is a good life to be living!

 

I do not have a clue when I will be able to write again, but until then, hang in there!

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One Comment
  1. Keep writing. Your words have value and they impact my life deeply and forever.

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